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We kicked off the summer with a trip to Fort Morgan, Alabama with Bryan's side of the family.<br />
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As the summer came to a close, Abby started her K-4 year, and Pax and I have been flexing to find a new routine without big sissy's help. Church@The Square finally moved into our new building, and we are so excited about the new chapter that is waiting for our family and ministry.</h3>
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I overslept my alarm this morning, which means I woke up to Abby running down the hallway and Pax stirring in his bedroom. Moments into alertness, I'm changing diapers, pouring cereal, cleaning up messes, and commanding the day. I like to wake up slowly, even if it means forfeiting precious sleep. There was nothing slow about today.<br />
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He thinks the world should revolve around him still, and he is learning the painful truth that it does not. My old familiar archenemy fatigue was dragging down my pace, and Abby's energy was causing her to run laps around the house in search of an outlet to satisfy her curiosity. <br />
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Pax was melting down over everything from the cereal not dancing in front of him to the chairs being too white that he sat in. </h4>
Realizing that I was not going to be able to keep up with them while doing chores, we forfeited all and started working towards leaving the house for a splash park visit. An hour later, we made it to the car mostly in one piece. It took me 10 minutes and more spankings than we'd like to admit to push Pax into the carseat against his will. 15 teary and tantrum minutes later, Abby and I emerged as war victims from the car, and Pax looked content that he had let us know how frustrated he was in transit.<br />
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I let the kids run and play at the splash park until Pax clearly needed to nap. I loaded them back up into the car with towels bundled on top, and we made another 15 teary and tantrum minutes later back home with Pax and stuck him in bed. Abby was a trooper and helped me unload the car. I filled her full of PBJ sandwiches and laid her down for a nap.<br />
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Now, in the quiet, I rest for a minute before Pax wakes up and we do the whole thing again.<br />
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I frequently have people ask me why I would leave a profitable career to stay at home with my kids. It's not because it is easier. </h4>
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It is easier to change diapers when you make $25 an hour to do it. It's easier to care for a grumpy toddler when you know you get to say goodbye at the end of your shift and leave him.<br />
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I do it because of the Gospel. I believe that Jesus is real and that this world is at war against the Enemy. I believe the most powerful moments of influence we have over our children are in the trenches of motherhood. <br />
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I want to invest every moment I have into training my children to love and follow Jesus well because our time on earth is short and the days are evil. </h4>
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When my energy is low and I wish I could hide away under my fluffy down comforter, I am teaching Abby and Pax that I treasure them more than sleep when I still get up and serve them to the best of my ability.<br />
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When our groceries run low at the end of the month, I teach Abby and Pax to be thankful that God has provided us food by not complaining and demonstrating a thankful heart as we eat bean tortillas or PBJs again.<br />
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When Pax pushes me over the edge and I respond in grace, Abby gets to see that being a mother is hard but that God gives grace to the weak and that kids are still valuable even when inconvenient.<br />
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Abby tells me she wants to have ninety kids one day. I smile about it and imagine her running an orphanage with her outgoing personality and boundless energy. I'm thankful that she sees motherhood as a gift and not a burden. I hope I get better at demonstrating that.<br />
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Moms, none of us are perfect. Most of us are tired. Let's remember that serving our families is not worthless or vain. In fact, everything we do for Jesus' glory, even in the shadows behind closed doors, is important. Keep running the race. In the Spirit's power, we can finish well.<br />
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I'm going to be posting a blog soon about deciding to go shorter with my curly hair, but someone asked me today to post some tips about how to wear great second day curly hair. I had originally made a video blog (vlog) earlier this year about it, but life got busy and I never posted. I redid the video today with my shorter cut and it's more detailed. However, I still decided to post the original video, because I thought it might be helpful to show how you can do second day curly hair with various lengths and styles. <br />
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I won't claim to be a great vlogger. It is incredibly awkward to video yourself on your iphone or webcam, but hopefully the information will still be good! I give props to all of the frequent vloggers out there. I prefer writing any day.<br />
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12 long years. Then, we read in the other Gospels that she had spent her wealth going to different physicians who tried unsuccessfully to find a cure. Can you imagine how hopeless her situation was?<br />
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After bleeding for 12 years, I can't help but think that this woman was surely anemic at this point.<br />
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When I was at my worst, I couldn't sit up in a chair. It was too exhausting. I lost my drive to do anything, and resting was still tiring. During those down days, I didn't go anywhere, because I knew I wouldn't have the energy and strength to get back from my destination. It was isolating and felt hopeless. <br />
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I relate to this woman. I am so thankful that God spared me 12 years of waiting for relief. Two years were tough enough. The story goes on to tell us as we piece it together through reading the accounts in the Gospels that this woman heard about Jesus, sought him out, and pushed through a crowd to touch the hem of His garment.<br />
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This was an all or nothing moment for her. Either she was going to meet the Master and find healing or there was nothing left for her. I love that Scripture goes on to tell us that Jesus knew the moment "she" touched Him. He felt power leave Him, and upon seeing her He said, "Take heart, daughter, your faith has made your well (Mt. 9:22)." At that moment, she was well.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">In this life, we all face things that are too big for us.</span></b><br />
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It may not be an illness. It could be the death of a child or an irreconcilable relationship that makes our hearts ache for heaven. While our faith in Jesus may not provide the physical relief or the relational healing we hope for (clearly, not every person who has faith is healed or relieved of their difficult circumstances), we will not be disappointed when we leave this world to pursue our Savior. It's all or nothing. When we have faith and reach out to Him, Jesus will look at us and say, "Take heart, child, your faith has made you well." <br />
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Illness, heartache, broken dreams, and shattered realities will be only a vapor as we realize that all we really needed was not the healing we pressed forward for in a moment of desperation. No, what our souls really longed for was Jesus Himself. <span style="background-color: white;">In Jesus, we, who have nothing to offer, have gained all and lost nothing. </span>Any heartache this world can bring cannot compare with the joy to come.<br />
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<i><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">"And behold, a woman </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">who had suffered from a discharge of blood for twelve years came up behind him and touched </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">the fringe of his garment,</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 16px;"><span style="color: grey; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><b> </b></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">for she said to herself, “If I only touch his garment, I will be made well.” </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">Jesus turned, and seeing her he said, </span><span class="woc" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“Take heart, daughter; your faith has made you well.”</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">And instantly</span><span class="footnote" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 13px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 0px 0px 2px; vertical-align: top;"></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px;"> the woman was made well.</span><span class="extra_text" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; color: #363030; font-family: Georgia, Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 22px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">(Matthew 9:20-22, ESV)"</span></i>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-38997811608213245742013-06-15T09:49:00.001-05:002013-06-15T09:53:34.715-05:00Simple Photography Wall on a BudgetI have a confession. I like to rearrange things... a lot. Since we have been married, we hardly let a few months go by before we rearrange our furniture. <br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;"><b>I like change. It keeps me from feeling stagnant. It keeps my mind creative. It makes life feel fresh.</b></span><br />
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Since I have gotten sick, we haven't rearranged our furniture nearly as often, because I simply did not have the energy to do anything that was not necessary. Three weeks into the new treatments, I am beginning to feel like my old self again. I actually "want" to do things to get our life in order again. That feels good.<br />
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Last night, Bryan and I rearranged the living room again, and I created a thrifty chic display on the wall for photos that were taken this past December in one of our favorite spots. I like it. <br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">After: We flipped our sectional around to open up the living and dining area more. I really like the simplicity of hanging the photos with metal clips on a sheer ribbon. We used eye hooks to mount the ribbon and keep it tight.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">After: Here's our display at a different angle. I printed the photos online at Artsy Couture and chose a metallic finish. Let me tell you... the print quality is unparalleled.</td></tr>
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Walking into a room with beautiful photography makes me happy. This little project didn't cost us a dime.<br />
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<br />Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-27817287494296627672013-06-10T08:07:00.000-05:002013-06-10T09:45:54.332-05:00Removing the DrossIn elementary school, I was introduced to the brilliant idea of extra credit. I loved it. I worked the system like a champ, and I made sure I made perfect scores on every test I took so that the bonus points could build a cushion for my off days. I liked seeing 110/A on tests. I really liked knowing that I would still have a perfect average even if I had a bad day in the future. It was secure, safe, and I was confident that I would be successful in school. I knew from the beginning that I wanted to be the valedictorian, and I knew insulating my grades would help achieve that goal. I was right. It did.<br />
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So naturally, as I've matured and grown up in life, that same mentality has shifted into almost every other area of life. </h3>
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When we heard about <a href="http://www.daveramsey.com/home/" target="_blank">Dave Ramsey</a>, the Christian financial advisor, and his plan to become and stay debt free, we jumped on board. I loved his smart advice, and I loved the financial security of being insulated from any possible emergency or pitfall in the future. I sold out for his plan 100%, started a home business to make it possible, and I leveraged everything to help us become more financially secure.<br />
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Enter church planting. It rocked our world. Enter Pax. I became too sick to keep up with the world I had built, and God didn't heal me. Enter confusion. Up until this point, God had provided in miraculous ways to keep us debt free, and for this season, He didn't. Enter anger. I felt that God had abandoned me in my suffering, and I didn't understand why He was not providing for our needs. Enter despair. I knew I was helpless, and I was ashamed that I couldn't keep up with the system ideal I had set for my life. Enter the Prosperity Gospel. When I tried to find comfort in other Christians, I often heard that God blesses those He loves, and Sin is the reason God withdraws His blessing. Enter struggle. I wrestled with God and myself. I knew we were following God. I knew life was hard. I knew He was my only Hope for peace. I knew I needed Him.<br />
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It's because of the Word. Scripture redefined my worldview, and I realized suffering was what I needed to purge the false theology that I had made my own. God had to take away the "dross from my heart to make a suitable vessel for His Spirit (Prov. 25:4 paraphrase)." I needed His refining fire to melt away everything that was competing with Him to make His Spirit shine brighter in me than everything else. The process has been painful. I can't say I have enjoyed the journey, but I am thankful that God sometimes withholds His provision for a season to expose our hearts and ultimately lead us to a greater dependency on Him. <a href="http://www.russellmoore.com/2010/01/21/your-christ-haunted-credit-card-statement-why-your-finances-test-your-readiness-for-the-kingdom-deut-81-20/" target="_blank">(There is an incredible sermon about this here that Dr. Russell Moore preached back in 2010 if you'd like to explore this idea more.)</a><br />
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I still love the idea of being debt free so that you are more free to give. I want to be there again with my whole heart. However, it's not an idol for me anymore. If we are never debt free again but are faithfully using our resources for the Kingdom and not merely for our own pleasure, we won't have failed. The funny thing about being married to a pastor is that you usually get to be a living sermon example for whatever he is passionate about. Bryan hates the Prosperity Gospel and the way it has tainted the worldview of the Church. <br />
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We are getting to live out that following Jesus doesn't always lead to financial security and prosperity, but it will lead to peace in Christ.</h3>
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John Piper teaches, "Purity only comes through the refining fire." <a href="http://www.desiringgod.org/resource-library/sermons/he-is-like-a-refiners-fire" target="_blank">(You can listen to that sermon here.)</a> The good news is that the refining fire is ultimately for our good. "Blessed are the pure in heart for they will see God." Matthew 5:8<br />
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As John Piper preaches, "What is life like in the refiner's fire? More than anything else it is the unshakeable trust that all the paths of the Lord are steadfast love and faithfulness. And on the path to purity and heaven the truth is this: no pain, no gain. Both things are true: the Lord is like a refiner's fire, and a refiner's fire is a fire."<br />
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Dear Christian as you struggle in this world and are beat down by the accusations of those around you who question you and judge you for not being successful on their terms, you may be exactly where God wants you to be. God doesn't care about your worldly success. He cares about His glory and your good. God will refine you until you reflect His Son well. <br />
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Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-60287237105758916282013-06-02T18:09:00.001-05:002013-06-02T18:16:03.448-05:00Much Awaited Answers!I'm a little slow giving an update on my blog, but we finally made progress in getting some answers for many of the health issues I have had in the past couple of years. In April, I started seeing a new doctor at <a href="http://forwardhealthsolutions.com/" target="_blank">Forward Health Solutions</a> in Hattiesburg, and the Friday before last, we received the results of twenty-one tests that had been ordered.<br />
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We discovered that my thyroid levels were low, my adrenals were low, and my hormone levels were completely out of whack. Having a basically nonexistent progesterone level was the explanation for all of the miscarriages I have had. In fact, it is an absolute miracle that we have Abby and Pax. Progesterone is essential to sustaining a pregnancy in the first 12 weeks of life, and it's amazing that I did not lose the kids we have with my low levels. God has been so good to us in ways we never even knew.<br />
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Also, we learned that I am very, very low in iron. Though we still aren't sure what caused my labs to be so off yet, we do have a plan of action now. I'll be receiving weekly iron injections in addition to supplements to try to boost everything that is off. I am very hopeful that I will begin to have a normal energy level again within a few months as we work on adjusting everything to get it just right again.<br />
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I am so very thankful that this appointment was productive and helpful. After hearing so many times that everything was "normal" when I knew everything was not, it is a huge relief to know I will be able to overcome the fatigue I have been battling for so long now. <br />
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As for my diet, I tried eating Paleo last month to see if it would help at all, but honestly, I'm just more of a fan of eating gluten free <a href="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/936845_710538937728_1282566023_n.jpg" target="_blank">clean cuisine</a> style. It works better for my family, and I feel better with that diet specifically. However, I did learn some great Paleo recipes that I will continue incorporating into our diet in the future. <br />
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It's my hope as my energy returns again that I will be able to blog more again in the future.<br />
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For now, I am so grateful to be on the right path to feeling good and am so thankful that God directed us where we needed to go to get some answers that we needed very much.<br />
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<span style="background-color: #fefdf9; color: #555555; font-family: Judson, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 24px;">‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” (2 Corinthians 12:9)</span>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-34058104891164149142013-05-08T09:39:00.001-05:002013-05-08T09:39:06.061-05:00Living Faith in a MarriageI first watched the video of this couple's testimony this past year, and I was deeply moved. I cannot imagine living in their circumstances. Jesus is so very good and faithful.<br />
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This love story is absolutely beautiful.<br />
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Here's an update a year later:<br />
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<a href="http://www.desiringgod.org/blog/posts/ian-and-larissa-one-year-later">http://www.desiringgod.org/blog/posts/ian-and-larissa-one-year-later</a>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-8223472915908857222013-05-01T10:27:00.001-05:002013-05-01T10:27:07.073-05:00Bucking the System<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Once again, I've dropped off the blog radar for a period of time, because life has been unpredictable here. I've been struggling with a host of GI issues since I became pregnant with Pax, but switching to a strict gluten free diet has pretty much eliminated all of those symptoms. Praise God! That is a huge step forward for my health.<br />
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When I say it's fatigue, I don't mean a tiredness that is normal from being a mom of two little ones. It's a weariness that knocks me on my back and makes me too exhausted to be able to sit up in a chair for long periods of time. It's frustrating. It's discouraging. It's humbling. <br />
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It's not depression, though I wish it could be fixed with a pill. It's not laziness, because I am too type A to be lazy for longer than an hour. <i>(Anyone who knows me just smirked at that comment.) </i> It's not predictable. I went for a few weeks without a single episode and thought it was gone, but then it returned this week and had me down for two days. I hate it.<br />
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This past week I started seeing a new doctor that specializes in integrative medicine. I'm really hopeful that she will be able to give us direction in how to help me heal or at least deal with this better. I'm starting a Paleo diet this month per her recommendation. My doctor is ordering more tests to try to help us figure out exactly what this fatigue is and why I keep miscarrying. Chances are they are connected.<br />
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Well, I realized something this morning. I love to blog. It's my way of sharing what God is doing through my life. However, I've really felt like I did not fit the correct "blogger format" for a while. You see, most blogs go something like this. A blogger shares their story about how something isn't going well... They may be in debt or are overweight or are sick. Then, the blog turns around as they share how they worked themselves out of debt, learned how to become fit, or figured out the secret of how they could become well. You get the picture.<br />
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My blog obviously doesn't fit into any of those categories. I don't have life figured out. I'm not debt free anymore. I'm not perfectly fit. I am certainly not a postcard picture of health. In my head, I subconsciously felt like I did not have the right to blog while I have so many unanswered questions... while I am vulnerable to criticism or opinions.<br />
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I am going to pick up blogging again not for you but for me. Testifying about God's presence and faithfulness in this chaotic mess is my worship to God. I don't have all of the answers, and I probably never will. <br />
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Life isn't neat. It can't be filed away in color coded categories. Sometimes, the good and the bad are just a blended up crazy mess that simply point to our need for a Savior and that help us long for a perfect place to go to one day.<br />
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Welcome to my blog. The good, the bad, the ugly. May we be transparent enough in our journeys to show people that Jesus is the One who holds us together and that we are a living testimony of His grace. In the end, Jesus is the One who satisfies... not a perfect bank account, not a rocking hard body, or an A plus on our medical report. May we strive together to show people Jesus is enough.<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Jesus is enough for me.</span></h4>
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Thanks for coming along this journey with me.<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;"><b><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">That’s plain enough, isn’t it? You’re no longer wandering exiles. This kingdom of faith is now your home country. You’re no longer strangers or outsiders. You </span><i style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">belong</i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"> here, with as much right to the name Christian as anyone. God is building a home. He’s using us all—irrespective of how we got here—in what he is building. He used the apostles and prophets for the foundation. Now he’s using you, fitting you in brick by brick, stone by stone, with Christ Jesus as the cornerstone that holds all the parts together. We see it taking shape day after day—a holy temple built by God, all of us built into it, a temple in which God is quite at home.</span></b></span>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-43910681532400914142013-04-09T11:44:00.001-05:002013-04-09T19:42:34.618-05:00Longing<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: small; font-weight: normal;">Most of my life's struggles can be summed up in this statement.</span></h2>
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I long for a perfect world. I ache for it. I'm tired of seeing people hurt that I cannot "fix." I'm tired of seeing brokenness displayed in everything from a wilting flower to a failed marriage. Sometimes, the sadness everywhere is just too much.<br />
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In the past few weeks, Bryan and I have experienced the joy from an unexpected pregnancy to the deep grief of losing that little life all too soon. Miscarriage is just another reminder that this world has fallen from all it was supposed to be. Life ends all too soon.<br />
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In those moments, our flesh wants to cry out against God and shake our fist at His sovereignty, but in the end, we know that this mess is our fault. God created a perfect world, and humanity chose to abandon it to try to become like God. The terrible thing about our choice is that what we were seeking... God had already done. We already were like God... We were created in His image. We believed a lie and committed treason against our Creator. In the end, Sin marred everything that was already beautiful.<br />
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I am hurting. Losing three babies to miscarriages for no apparent reason is heartbreaking. <br />
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Some days, all I can think to say is Jesus come soon.<br />
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I long for the day when families won't be torn apart. Broken hearts will mend. Tears will be wiped away from every eye by the One who has borne our pain, who knows our shame, and who knew our failures but loved us and chose us still.<br />
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Oh Jesus, may we find you in our loss. Wrap us in Your Spirit. Don't waste our pain.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">I saw Heaven and earth new-created. Gone the first Heaven, gone the first earth, gone the sea. I saw Holy Jerusalem, new-created, descending resplendent out of Heaven, as ready for God as a bride for her husband. I heard a voice thunder from the Throne: “Look! Look! God has moved into the neighborhood, making his home with men and women! They’re his people, he’s their God. He’ll wipe every tear from their eyes. Death is gone for good—tears gone, crying gone, pain gone—all the first order of things gone.” The Enthroned continued, “Look! I’m making everything new. Write it all down—each word dependable and accurate.”</span></span></div>
Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-88820001534406736832013-03-19T10:50:00.000-05:002013-03-19T10:57:43.462-05:00Later Review on Clairol Nice and Easy Nonpermanent Hair ColorCan I just be honest? A whiny, complaining blog is the absolutely worst to read.<br />
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I never want to be that blogger.<br />
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But, I don't want to be a lier. I don't want to recommend products that turn out to be a total disaster.<br />
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If you remember, I wrote a blog (<a href="http://thecirlotfamily.blogspot.com/2012/08/taking-plunge.html" target="_blank">click here to read it</a>) about being chosen to try out Clairol's Nice and Easy nonpermanent hair color as part of a blogger program for facing coloring fears.<br />
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Initially, I loved the product. The color was great. The idea of not having to commit was fantastic. The application was easy and felt good on my hair. My blog about my first impressions with this product was completely genuine.<br />
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I used Clairol's Nice and Easy hair color more than once, and the subsequent applications were not reliable. After my first blog, I went darker, and the color was still pretty, but I didn't feel like it was consistently gentle on my hair. To my horror, the color would NOT wash out. I developed a lovely roots stripe as the color simply would not fade.<br />
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I tried EVERYTHING... Ok, well maybe not everything. I didn't shave my head. While I typically am very anti-shampoo, because sodium lauryl sulfate is a curl killer (we'll save that for another blog), I used clarifying shampoo to no avail. I tried grinding Vitamin C up into shampoo and letting it sit to loosen the color. I only ended up with a nasty scalp rash. I tried baking soda and vinegar rinses. I tried hot oil treatments. I tried almost every suggestion I could find on any hair forum anywhere and absolutely nothing worked.<br />
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">In desperation, I contacted Clairol's customer service through their online chat line, and I realized I was in trouble.</span></h3>
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<i>Anna Cirlot: Hi, I dyed my hair black with Clairol's Nice N Easy Nonpermanent hair color at the end of December, and it's not washing out evenly. My roots are showing at the top, but the tips of my hair are still very dark black. </i></div>
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<i>Anna Cirlot: I really want to go back to my natural hair color, and I thought it was supposed to wash out evenly.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: I am so sorry that you didn't like your results, Anna! </i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: Non-permanent colors are pretty shade specific. They have just enough color deposit in them to wash out in about 24-28 shampoos or 4-6 weeks if you are not going any darker than the natural color.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: If you do go darker than the natural color, it will put more pigment in the hair than it is able to lose in the normal time period. This can cause the color to last longer than we would originally expect.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: I am so sorry, but if the color hasn't washed out since December, I would have to suggest that you either continue to wash the hair and let the color come out naturally or you visit a salon to lighten the color.</i></div>
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<i>Anna Cirlot: Ok. Thanks for the advice.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: It was a pleasure assisting you today. Is there anything else I can help you with?</i></div>
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<i>Anna Cirlot: Nope. That's it. Thanks.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: If you have further questions about hair coloring or hair care, please feel free to chat with us again, or call our Clairol hotline at 1-800-CLAIROL (1-800-252-4765) Monday through Friday between 8:30 AM and 8:30 PM or Saturday between 9:00 AM and 6:00 PM, Eastern Time.</i></div>
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<i>Chrissy: Have a great day, Anna!</i></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">That's where Clairol left me. According to them, I should have known better than to dye my hair the shade I did.</span></h3>
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Seriously, Clairol? What was the whole blogger campaign about not being afraid to try a new color? To take a chance at a bolder look?</div>
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Don't be fooled. Clairol's Nice and Easy nonpermanent hair color may wash out for some, but it doesn't wash out for everyone every time. </div>
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In the end, I had to visit a professional hair salon to have my color fixed. The results were so shamefully dramatic that my stylist (who is also a friend) entered my before and after photos in a makeover contest with my consent. She totally rocked the hair fix, so I was completely cool with it.</div>
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Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-1499774612106872272013-03-19T09:39:00.000-05:002013-03-19T09:44:37.659-05:00My Final Review for "Who Do You Think You Are?"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Back in January, I received a free copy of the book, "Who Do You Think You Are?" by Mark Driscoll, and I wrote a teaser review (<a href="http://thecirlotfamily.blogspot.com/2013/01/a-little-teaser.html" target="_blank">click here to read it</a>) as part of Mars Hill's official street team to promote the book on my social networks. Though life hasn't played out at all according to my plan to read and review this book quickly, I completely believe it has worked out the way God would have it.<br />
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Unlike many books that barely scrape the surface of who a believer is in Jesus, this book is a comprehensive course on a very powerful topic. I've been blowing up my newsfeed on facebook for the past few months with quote after quote from "Who Do You Think You Are?" because I completely believe in this message. I think one of the great errors in the modern church is that we have forgotten who we really are.</div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">When I originally heard that Pastor Mark Driscoll from Mars Hill Church in Seattle, Washington was working on this book, I was stoked. </span></h3>
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I love how clearly he communicates the Gospel using examples from the culture we live in. He is dead-on accurate in Biblical theology. So, of course, when I heard they were looking for a blogger street team, I happily applied, and I couldn't be more pleased to share with you what I have learned as I have dove into this book these past few months.</div>
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True to his typical teaching style, Pastor Mark breaks this book down into 16 easily digestible chapters that are memorable and helpful. </div>
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5. I Am Appreciated</div>
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6. I Am Saved</div>
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7. I Am Reconciled</div>
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8. I Am Afflicted</div>
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13. I Am Adopted</div>
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15. I Am Rewarded</div>
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Though I had originally intended to read through this book in a weekend, I am so very thankful that life spun out of control, and I had to work through each chapter slowly. I encourage you to take the time to read through this book intentionally and really let the implications of each chapter sink in and saturate your heart and mind deeply. </div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394;">The Biblical truths found in these pages are life altering.</span> </h3>
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Even if you have been in church your whole life, you can still learn and receive from this book. Our identity is constantly challenged and warped by the world we live in.</div>
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In ministry, not only do we as a pastoral family suffer, we meet many people who are suffering. I believe the difference between suffering well and suffering poorly is in knowing who we are in Christ. </div>
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"<i><b>We're continually forgetting who we are in Christ and filling that void by placing our identity in pretty much anything else?"</b></i></div>
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<b><i>"In the eyes of God, our choices, values, expenditures, words, actions, and thoughts are all acts of worship. They make up our identity. The only question is, what is your object of worship?"</i></b></div>
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<b><i>"So who do you think you are? If you love Jesus, serve Him, follow Him, and call Him your Lord and Savior. There's good news: in Christ you have a new identity. And the great news about this good news is that once you really know and believe that, your life will be changed forever."</i></b></div>
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*Blog Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book to review, but the opinions I have expressed are completely my own. I liked the book so much that I bought a kindle version on my own to use for highlighting and studying purposes later.*</div>
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Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-4546366164353256522013-03-17T20:34:00.000-05:002013-03-17T20:35:23.369-05:00ProvidenceWell, today Bryan preached on providence, and I lived it out. Since my story today is too ridiculously covered in God's grace not to share, here you go.<br />
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I ate a banana last night while Bryan and I were watching a movie. Suddenly, the roof of my mouth started burning and itching, and I felt my forearms break out in hives. Realizing that the banana was setting off an allergic reaction, I took two Benadryl, and everything calmed down as expected. I'd never had an allergic reaction to anything I had eaten before, but I had some pretty strange reactions to latex in nursing school that always seemed to pop up when I was under a lot of stress. Maybe, the banana is related to that allergy? A quick search on Google seems to indicate so.<br />
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I went to bed as normal. When I woke up this morning, I made a strawberry protein mix smoothie while I was getting everyone ready for church and drank it as I cleaned up the kitchen. Within thirty minutes or so, I was in the bathroom really sick. I put Pax down for a nap. Bryan and Abby left early for church, and I jumped in the shower to shake feeling awful. By the time I got out of the shower, my face and arms were covered in hives, and I took two more Benadryl. I called Bryan to let him know what was going on, and I kept getting ready for church thinking that the Benadryl would stop whatever had started. I pulled out an old epipen just in case, but I seriously doubted I needed it. I had never used one before. While I was drying my hair, I started to feel like my throat was tightening, and I began to feel a little anxious. I tried to rationalize it away thinking that maybe I was psyching myself out.<br />
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When it kept getting worse, I walked into the kitchen and opened the freezer to let the cool air blow into my face. It helped. I realized I was indeed having an anaphylactic reaction to something I had eaten, and I grabbed my epipen. Pax woke up at the same time from his nap and was in his crib crying for me. I stuck myself and felt almost instant relief. At this point, the symptoms were so strong that I didn't even notice the prick of the needle. I just knew I could breathe again, and I thanked God for the relief. I called Bryan and told him I needed a ride to the ER but that I was fine now. Of course, all of this happened minutes before the church service was starting. Since I felt good enough to let the church schedule run as usual, I told Bryan to stay and preach. The epinephrine was working. I grabbed Pax, loaded his diaper bag with adrenaline shaking hands, and waited outside for our church friends to take us to the ER.<br />
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By the time I got to the ER, I felt pretty normal. I was just jittery from the epi pen and a little shaken up that I had second guessed myself over something so serious. If I had passed out, I could have died. The ER doctor confirmed that I had had an anaphylactic reaction to something I had eaten, and I was given oral steroids to try to prevent another delayed reaction. I now have two more epi pens to tote with me everywhere I go from now on. Believe you me, we will be like peas in a pod.<br />
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I didn't know that Bryan was preaching on providence today until we talked about everything that had happened tonight. <br />
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What you don't know is that a medication leaked in our medicine cabinet a couple of weeks ago, and I almost threw away my epipen, because it had expired six years ago. I didn't, because I decided an expired epipen might be a good thing to have around just in case. I figured it would probably still work. It did.<br />
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Though the half hour before a service starts is crunch time, Bryan had just happened to check his phone again, so he got the message that I needed help asap. If he hadn't, my story may have played out differently.<br />
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I'm a registered nurse by training, and my experiences with latex reactions during nursing school prepped me to know how to recognize and respond to an anaphylactic reaction. It saved my life today.<br />
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God's fingerprints are covering this whole scenario, and it's by His grace that I am alive and writing this blog tonight. I am very thankful that God is in control of everything from the frustrating reactions I had years ago to the simple decisions I have made this month without much thought. God is good. It looks like He is going to let me hang around a little while longer and tell you how very good He is.<br />
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Talk about a grace kissed life. I have it.Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-12556361711803666262013-03-16T10:03:00.002-05:002013-03-16T10:04:46.564-05:00Learning to Move OnWell, this blog post is long overdue. I have wanted to check in again for a while, but I just didn't know what to write. Free time has been scarce. About every virus in the county has visited our house in the past few months, and either the kids or I or both have been down. It's not been a fun season.<br />
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Since January, I've been on the low fodmap diet per my GI dr's orders. While it helped to resolve some of the GI issues I was having, it did not eliminate them, and it completely zapped my energy. I went to a dietician to try to make sure that I was getting enough nutrition on it and learned that I knew more about the diet than she did. Fast forward to March, I decided I couldn't manage my blood sugar well enough on the low fodmap, and I decided to just go strictly gluten free again. Two weeks later, my GI symptoms have been almost erased, and I am starting to have more energy again with less down days. <br />
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Two years of medical treatment later and random diagnoses have landed me in the same spot I began this journey on. I must be gluten intolerant. I don't need a test to tell me what I already know from experience. Any time I eat something with gluten in it. I get sick. Really sick. So sick that it knocks me on my back for a few days like the flu. My tummy bloats like I am pregnant. I get brain fog that dumbs me down. It's nasty stuff.<br />
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Honestly, I feel kind of jaded and frustrated with the medical community at this point. While gluten intolerance is a legitimate medical diagnosis, very few seems to know about it in my area. Because I was afraid of following a strict diet for relief that was "all in my head," I gave up on it, and I have spent the past year off it much sicker than I needed to be. I can't blame them entirely. I'm at fault too. <br />
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I was gluten free for almost my entire pregnancy with Pax, because it was the only thing that helped me survive the GI symptoms that I had. Eating gluten meant throwing up thirty or more times a day. Not eating gluten meant retaining my calories. It only took a couple of doctors doubting that I had gluten intolerance to give me the excuse to eat freely again, because it is so much cheaper to eat "normal." Instead of being strong enough to be my own advocate, I caved to their opinions, and it's made life tougher than it needed to be. Heck, I have huge blocks of time that I simply don't remember, because I was just existing- not living.<br />
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I'm moving on. I know gluten and I will never be friends again. I hate that I had to take such a long journey to get here, but I'm here. I really dislike that I will have to check the label of anything that goes in my mouth from this point on, and I really, really hate that I am going to be the kind of dinner guest that is impossible to cook for. However, this is my life. Denial won't make my health return.<br />
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Hello, my name is Anna. I have gluten intolerance. My life is not over. It's really just beginning. Apparently, this is part of the story God wants me to tell.<br />
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What are you in denial over? What secret struggle do you have that you've let rest for far too long without dealing with it? What do you avoid because you know the cost is high and the road is uncomfortable or awkward? It may not be an illness. It may be an addiction. If it is ruining your life and moving you off the mission of loving and serving Jesus well, it's time to deal with it by God's grace.<br />
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Let's move forward together and just accept the story God has written for us. In the end, we're not just telling our story. All of our stories are simply weaving together to tell His... a story about a God who generously loves, redeems, and equips a broken, helpless people and makes them into something new for His name's sake... a perfect bride for His Son Jesus.<br />
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Will you take the risk with me? Let's move forward for the sake of Christ. Our time here is short. Let's make the most of this life.<br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span class="text Rom-8-28" id="en-ESV-28129" style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">"28 </sup>And we know that for those who love God all things work together <span style="font-size: 0.65em;"><sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28129A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></sup></span>for good,<sup class="footnote" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="[<a href="#fen-ESV-28129a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]">[<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+8%3A28-30&version=ESV#fen-ESV-28129a" style="color: #b37162; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: top;" title="See footnote a">a</a>]</sup> for <span style="font-size: 0.65em;"><sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28129B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></sup></span>those who are called according to his purpose.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="text Rom-8-29" id="en-ESV-28130" style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">29 </sup>For those whom he <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28130C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)"></sup>foreknew he also <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28130D" title="See cross-reference D">D</a>)"></sup>predestined <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28130E" title="See cross-reference E">E</a>)"></sup>to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28130F" title="See cross-reference F">F</a>)"></sup>the firstborn among many brothers.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="text Rom-8-30" id="en-ESV-28131" style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">30 </sup>And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28131G" title="See cross-reference G">G</a>)"></sup>justified, and those whom he justified he also <sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-28131H" title="See cross-reference H">H</a>)"></sup>glorified." Romans 8:28-30</span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">"For </span><sup class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-29223A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></sup><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">we are his workmanship, </span><sup class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-29223B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></sup><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">created in Christ Jesus </span><sup class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-29223C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)"></sup><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">for good works, </span><sup class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-29223D" title="See cross-reference D">D</a>)"></sup><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">which God prepared beforehand, </span><sup class="crossreference" style="background-color: white; font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-ESV-29223E" title="See cross-reference E">E</a>)"></sup><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">that we should walk in them." Ephesians 2:10</span></span></i>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-91598808287322963872013-01-18T11:31:00.002-06:002013-01-19T09:42:18.432-06:00Why I RunI started running this past November. I'd tried training with the C25K program the summer before but had been benched by an orthopedic doctor for a knee problem, and I thought the responsible thing to do was to quit. By the end of this past year, the chronic pain in my stomach was driving me crazy, and I tried running again as a trial for pain relief. <br />
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After jogging one mile out of shape and gasping, I realized that my stomach ache was almost completely cured. I was hooked.<br />
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It's mid January now, and I am still running. I shoot for jogging at least a couple of miles three times a week. Sometimes, I get to do it more often, and sometimes, life happens and I get benched. But, I keep going.<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I run in the sunshine. I run in the rain. I run when it's warm and nice, and I run when it is so cold that the neighborhood dogs refuse to chase me.</span></h4>
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I don't run because I find it easy. I don't run because it makes me look cool. Every run, I have to decide that I am going to finish it before I start. I'm pretty sure I look like a flapping, skinny crane going down a runway every time I pass someone on the street. Sometimes, I even laugh at myself, because I know I look awkward. But, I don't care.<br />
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When I run, it helps me cope with life. It reminds me of what it means to be a Christian. In the good times and the bad, I run, because it reminds me that even when life seems impossible and overwhelming, the reward is coming. Through the gasping and the struggling, I am being transformed into a newer, stronger person each time I stick it out. <br />
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In the same way, I pray that at the end of my life, I will look back at this race have run and sigh with satisfaction knowing that I did my best in Christ's strength and that I ran my course well. I didn't give up. I finished by God's grace.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #0b5394;"><i>Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.</i><i>(Hebrews 12:1-2 ESV)</i></span>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-10649793284664862502013-01-14T20:34:00.001-06:002013-01-14T20:34:25.443-06:00New Building Update for Church@The SquareFor those of you who have been following along with our church planting journey, here's a short video update from my handsome hubby.<br />
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Who am I? That's the question we ask ourselves over and over again. I recently joined the street team for Pastor Mark Driscoll to promote his new book, "Who Do You Think You Are?" and received a free copy of the book to review it and promote it on the social media outlets I'm on. I can't tell you how excited I am about this book coming out right now.<br />
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God is so gracious to give us resources to serve and love Him better when we really need it. This book is timely for me.<br />
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I'm not even halfway through with the book yet, so this won't be a full review. That's still coming soon. I'd like to share a little about my personal journey with identity struggles.<br />
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I grew up being the "smart kid" in class. I didn't choose the label- it chose me. In fact, though I naturally like to talk to people and meet people, I became more and more introverted as I progressed through school. I figured out pretty fast that if I didn't talk much that I could hide how "smart" I was from everyone else. I absolutely resented my intelligence being the only thing people knew about me. I was so much more!<br />
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Year after year goes by, the "smart kid" label sticks, so I give up. I submit to the identity, so I decide that if I'm the smart kid that I better choose a "smart kid" career path. I did. I chose to go towards the medical field... the obvious choice in my mind for successful people. So, I took AP classes. I scored high on tests. I became the valedictorian. When people teased me, I comforted myself with the fact that one day they'd be working for me or wish they were me. It was sad. It was selfish. It was true.<br />
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expenditures, words, actions, and thoughts are all acts of worship. They
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Fast forward to college, I'm dating a guy I want to marry, so I choose to become a nurse instead of a doctor. I thought that would be easier with a family life, but I'm still completely career driven. I work hard, make good grades, graduate in the top of my nursing class, and secure a great job with decent benefits. I'm married in the midst of it all but don't slow down any with climbing my career ladder that I have planned out. Then, crash.<br />
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A car accident later, I'm stuck in a wheelchair, angry at God, and helpless to do anything without my new husband's assistance.<br />
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Enter: the identity crisis. I was no longer able to be defined by how "valuable" I was. In my mind, a "smart girl" in a wheelchair was still a cripple. I was so stuck on being perfect that anything less was broken and ruined.<br />
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It's been almost six years now since that terrible accident, and I am so very grateful for it now. God used that abrasive life interruption to completely change my life course. It was there in the stillness, the pain, the shame, and the anger that God began to work in my heart and teach me who I really was in Christ.<br />
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I wasn't a cripple. I was the daughter of the King. God didn't know me just as a "smart kid." He knew me inside and out. I was dearly loved. Treasured. I was His.<br />
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God wanted to use me to tell His story through mine. Though my whole life I had been striving to make much of myself to cover the hurt I felt inside, God invited me to make much of Him and find peace by living life His way for His glory instead.<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">"You aren't what you do but rather what Jesus has done for you." Mark Driscoll... Who Do You Think You Are? </span></h3>
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I'd like to tell you from that point on that I have had my identity figured out. It's been a journey. God has led me through many different seasons and changes, and each time I have learned to let go more of an identity I had tried to make for myself. I'm learning to find out who I am in Jesus.<br />
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Being married to a church planter, I meet tons of people and learn about their joys and their struggles. We are all searching for an identity. Few find it in Jesus.<br />
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It's my prayer that as I work through this book myself that God will solidify who I am in Christ and that I will be able to share this review with you to help you figure out who you are too.<br />
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I invite you to take this journey with me. <a href="http://pastormark.tv/books/who-do-you-think-you-are" target="_blank">You can download a free chapter of the book here. </a><br />
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As of today, you can also buy the entire book to read yourself. So here we go, dear friends, let's explore who we were created to be.<br />
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Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-88709511040145520042012-12-21T15:35:00.000-06:002012-12-21T15:44:48.842-06:00Receiving My Test ResultsWell, today I received "bad" good news. I followed up with my GI doctor to find out the results of the EGD from a few weeks ago. The good news is that I don't have cancer, Chrohn's disease, celiac disease, or H. Pylori. The bad news is that we still don't know why I am frequently sick and hurting. <br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">All of my symptoms seem to point to the broad category of "Irritable Bowel Syndrome," which basically means I have a wide range of gastrointestinal symptoms and the medical community has no idea what is causing them. </span></h4>
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What's my plan of treatment? A strict diet called <a href="http://www.ibsgroup.org/brochures/fodmap-intolerances.pdf" target="_blank">FODMAP</a>. Since I have already been avoiding high fat, processed, and sugary foods, it's not a lot different from what I have been doing already. However, my food options are narrower, and I will have to go gluten free again. Apparently, it's the most successful plan of treatment for IBS available right now.<br />
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">I know I should be thankful for what I do not have, but right now, I'm just discouraged to have spent thousands of dollars this past year on vague answers and an even vaguer solution. </span> </h4>
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Changing my diet again just means more hassle and effort when I already struggle with chronic exhaustion and down days. Living on a tight budget, going gluten free again is not going to be fun. It's expensive! Anyways, you get the point. I'm feeling overwhelmed right now, and this isn't what I had hoped to hear.<br />
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I can choose to feel sorry for myself or I can acknowledge that I am discouraged and move on. Life will continue. It looks like my chronic illness is here to stay apart from miraculous healing (which I will still pray for), but nothing has really changed. God is still in control. I am still His daughter. Our world is still broken, but this life is just a vapor. I can choose to lay on the couch and comfort myself with forbidden foods, or I can pray for the grace to keep going and choose to live.<br />
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Not in my strength... but in His.<br />
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Maybe, IBS is not really bad news as it would seem but a reminder each and every day that this world is not my home... that as this body fades away, my spirit is being strengthened and prepared for the fulness of what is to come. I will not let IBS sow bitterness in my heart. I will look to Jesus and walk beside Him on the good days when I can walk and let Him carry me on the bad days when I am down. I will not let an illness define who I am. I am the daughter of a King, dearly loved and on a mission to tell of a loving Father who did not spare His most precious Son because He loved us so much. A Son who became human and suffered just as we suffer and who lived and died to set us free from what binds us now. This Christmas, I will choose to live because of this Son... my Jesus.<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/HqOkZiOb9u0" width="560"></iframe>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-17433278237025090442012-12-20T11:02:00.000-06:002012-12-20T11:02:36.191-06:00A Nursery LessonPax is a dare devil. This kid started standing up on things at six months old. Fast forward to the present, almost nine months of age, Paxman is a rock star. He resourcefully tests anything that can move and turns it into a push along walker. For example, if his sissy is dragging a huge basket of toys across our wooden floors, you can bet that Pax will track her down, grab on, jerk himself up, and walk behind her as if he has been doing this all of his life. Our little guy is dying to be as "big" as Abby.<br />
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Learning to walk is his goal from the time he wakes up until the time he crashes these days.</span></h3>
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This morning, Pax was actually using his walker to practice walking. Novel idea, huh? He was fast tracking back and forth in his bedroom until he tried to push it out the very uneven door opening between his bedroom and the hallway. Crash! Somehow, Paxman flipped upside down and landed with his back legs in the air half dangling over his upside down walk behind.<br />
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He screamed in anger and in pain. I picked him up and sat him in my lap to assess the damage. Any bleeding? Nope. Any bruises? Not yet. Before I could continue my assessment, Pax had squirmed out of my arms and was squealing in rage at his walker and crawling back towards it in determination to finish the job he had started. He was going to push that thing through the doorway.<br />
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By the time Pax reached his walk behind, he was no longer growling in frustration, he was squealing with delight. What had started as a huge disappointment had become an even more fun toy. With the walker flipped upside down, Pax now had better access to the wheels. He stood proudly beside them and spinned them with his tiny fingers as fast as he could and giggled.</div>
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Failure was forgotten as it unearthed something new. Something better than he would have thought of on his own without it.</span></span></h3>
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As I'm watching my son in amusement, a light bulb went off in my head. The same happens to us. Sometimes, we're going head on with life pursuing our agenda, our goals, our dreams, and everything flips on us unexpectedly. We end up wounded and frustrated. We cry out in anger at God for messing up "our plans." In His goodness and grace, our Father God picks us up, heals our wounds, and feeling comforted, we plunge back forward and begin going again. As we face our failures in His light, the shame we once felt begins to fade away, and in the wake of our tragedy, we discover something new. We discover that our failures were actually paving the way for a greater story, a better one than we could have planned ourselves. We learn that, indeed, all things work out for good for those who love God and who are called according to His purposes.<br />
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Go forth dear child of God. Blaze the trail Jesus has placed you on. Do not fear your failures. God is bigger than they are. Be afraid <i><b>not</b></i> to live. Go forth. Your Father is good. He is watching and listening. He will comfort you when you fall then He will set you back on His course again. You are part of a great story, precious believer. The greatest story of all time. Your life may seem like a failure right now as you try to follow after Jesus, but at the end of time, we'll look back in confidence and say that His story was greater than anything we could have planned on our own. So for now, <b>do not fear. </b> <br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/qOkImV2cJDg" width="560"></iframe>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-47837897052300428402012-12-02T20:09:00.003-06:002012-12-02T20:34:33.796-06:00My Journey with Chronic PainMy tummy hurts. A lot. I'm over it.<br />
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I try not to complain. I try not to have a bad attitude about it.<br />
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But, I'm really ready for relief.</span>
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<b>My stomach has pretty much ached nonstop for over a year and a half now.</b><br />
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Nights are the worst.<br />
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I am tired.<br />
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Best I can remember, it started a few months before my pregnancy with Pax, and I told myself back then it would go away after Pax's birth. Fast forward to three months post Pax's birth, I'm still hurting, so a surgeon removes my gallbladder. Thankfully, it stopped the terrible attacks that I was having every night, <i>but the ache never went away completely. </i>My little guy is 8 months old now.<br />
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Some days, I hurt a little, and the pain is nothing more than an annoying nag. Other days, it lays me on my bathroom floor in a crumpled heap, and I cry in frustration because I hate being unable to take care of my family as well as I want to. <b>Chronic pain stinks.</b><br />
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I've been poked test after test about a billion times now (ok, maybe that's a little dramatic)... it's only been a million times. I'm a bizarre health freak of a person when I eat. I watch fat grams like an anorexic, and so far, no medicine has erased the discomfort. Only a hard jog or a heating pad seem to bring any relief. Weird. I've lost so much weight that most of my pants sag in my seat, and most of my shirts hang some kind of crazy loose on my frame. Not cool.<br />
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<span style="color: #69bdff; font-size: 1.3em;">My conversations with doctors have gone like this. </span><br />
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Generic Doctor: What are your symptoms?<br />
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<i>I name every GI symptom imaginable.</i><br />
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Generic Doctor: What causes your symptoms?<br />
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<i>Living.</i><br />
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Generic Doctor: What makes it better?<br />
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<i>Blank stare.</i><br />
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Generic Doctor: Do you think it is just gas?<br />
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<i>Are you serious? I've had two babies!!! I'm not a wimp.</i><br />
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Generic Doctor: I'll order some blood tests. Let's do a scope.<br />
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So... great. More tests. More medical bills. No answers yet.<br />
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<b><i>But, tomorrow is the day.</i></b> I'm scheduled for an <a href="http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/003888.htm" target="_blank">EGD (<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px;">Esophagogastroduodenoscopy)</span></a>. Fun stuff.<br />
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I know. I'm being sarcastic. I'm borderline complaining about it all. It's hard not to complain a little. Being physically handicapped for almost two years is frustrating. <br />
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Maybe you're struggling with chronic pain or know someone else who is. I want to share with you what I have learned.</span>
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<b>Chronic pain does take its toll on you and those around you. </b> Pretending it's not difficult is just living in denial. It is hard for everyone involved. It's humbling and frustrating for the person experiencing it, and it is exhausting and annoying for those who love them and want to support them well.<br />
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<b>I've learned that I must live life now.</b> I'm only guaranteed now. Not tomorrow. I've learned that life must continue, even when I don't feel amazing, and God's grace is enough to keep me going. The tummy ache may stop one day, and it may continue until I die at the ripe old age of 98. Who knows what the future will hold? Only God. Not me.<br />
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<b>I've learned that I must, </b><i><b>I mean absolutely must</b></i>, <b>spend time with Jesus every day. </b> I need His Spirit to help me to love others when all I want to do is think about me. Reading His Word fills my soul with peace and fuels me to serve out of His overflow when I only feel empty. On my bad days, God usually feels a thousand miles away, and I need Scripture to remind me of His truths like God's love never changes and that God's power is made perfect in weakness.<br />
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<b>I've learned to invest in my family's lives and to invest in others out of obedience to Christ- how I feel is too fickle and fleeting. </b> I've learned that I can still be faithful to make disciples of others, even when I feel less than ideal. Sometimes, the days when I feel the worst are the very days I have seen God use me to most effectively reflect His goodness and glory. That's pretty incredible stuff. <b><i>God is so good to use us, even at our worst. </i></b><br />
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<b>I've learned to simplify my life, my schedules, and re-shift my priorities to get rid of the excess that I never really needed anyway.</b> God gives us the grace we need to live out each day, and if we are totally maxed out EVERY day before we go to bed, maybe we are living our lives outside of His grace and are doing more than He has asked us to do.<br />
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<b>I've learned to be flexible and to rest when needed.</b> I'm a type A, check off my list, and never budge from my schedule kind of person, and my chronic illness isn't considerate of my plans. Bad days come and go unexpectedly, and I've had to learn to allow life to ebb and flow around them. I've also surrounded myself with flexible people that understand when I have to cancel or postpone dates last minute. There's a saying I like to tell myself, "Those that matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter." People who truly care about me know that I am responsible and care about them too but that being chronically ill sometimes comes at inconvenient times. In a way, a chronic illness can help weed out shallow relationships. Fair weather friends are really not great friends at all.<br />
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Tomorrow, I'd appreciate prayers. </span>
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After almost two years of not being "normal" anymore, I am ready to have a diagnosis and a plan of treatment. Pray that the EGD is helpful and that the anesthesia doesn't completely kick my tail. Pray that the procedure goes well and that the medical team that will be performing it is skilled and kind. I have a history of debilitating nausea and vomiting following any anesthesia at all, and I am pretty much dreading tomorrow in every way. Please pray that the anesthesiologist is able to help me control the unpleasant post-op symptoms and that I can leave the recovery area at a reasonable time. Pray that God would give grace to my family as they cope with me being out for the day.<br />
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Thank you. <b> I believe that God is powerful and a healer. </b> Prayer matters. Thank you for joining in my journey.Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02520193481341176660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1033513769209529170.post-39799664169825986242012-11-29T12:39:00.002-06:002012-11-29T12:40:07.611-06:00When the Rubber Meets the Road...<h3>
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It's a question I keep asking myself. I think it is a question we all need to ask ourselves if we are Christians.<br />
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I was raised in a Christian home and have been in a myriad of churches all of my life, but this past year has taught me more about faith than any that have come before. </h4>
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Shortly before God called Bryan to plant Church@The Square, we went to an Acts29 bootcamp for church planters to find out the "inside scoop" on what church planting was really like from the inside. We heard stories of victory and stories of despair. I listened to wives in the women's track share about being tested and describe their personal stories to support their husband's in his calling. So, when God made it clear to Bryan that he wanted him to start a church, I felt confident about where we were going and felt like I had an idea of what was to come.<br />
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I knew the basics. It wasn't going to be easy. We were doing something financially risky. Our marriage would be tested. Our children would be challenged. In the end, we had to believe losing everything for the sake of the Gospel was really no loss at all, even if our church didn't succeed. I knew that.<br />
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Fast forward over a year later, living it is a new story. It's easy to have faith when you know how life should play out. It's not easy when life derails and chaos becomes the norm. Consistent schedules have long gone out the window with retirement plans and a nice emergency fund. I have had to decide whether I really loved Jesus enough to be ok with life unpredictable and bank accounts not lining up neatly. Do I love Jesus enough to sacrifice my comfort and settle for thrift store clothes over trips to the mall? Do I love Jesus enough to forsake my pride and give up caring about what others' think to follow Him well? Do I love Jesus enough to eat bean soup one more time this week because it stretches our grocery budget further?<br />
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By no means do I think we are martyrs, that's not my point. By living in the United States alone, that places us in the category of the wealthiest people in the world. Any sacrifices we make here are pathetic compared to what many global missionaries give up daily, but I'm not them. I'm me. <br />
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Giving up anything that I value is uncomfortable and tests my allegiance. </h4>
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Christian brothers and sisters, we cannot serve God and money. Jesus made that clear. If you're not actively fighting to serve God instead of money, I can guarantee that you aren't serving Jesus. Remember, Jesus said that the road to eternal life was narrow and those who find it are few. Following Jesus isn't the way we naturally drift.<br />
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<b>Ok, so what's my point? As Christmas approaches, it's easy to get caught up in consumerism and holiday frenzies. I feel the pull. It's fun, it's light hearted, but most of it is pointless. </b><br />
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As Christians, if the way we celebrate Christmas looks exactly like the way an unbeliever celebrates Christmas, something is off. </h4>
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Something is very wrong. <b><i>If we truly believe that Christmas is about celebrating the greatest gift God has ever given mankind, Jesus, we need to reevaluate how we spend this season. </i></b>We don't need to rack up our credit cards buying things to impress people we don't even like. We don't need to pump our kids so full of the Santa hype that they completely miss out on Jesus, the only one who can really satisfy their hearts. We don't need to pack our schedules so slam full that we run ourselves empty and are unable to enjoy Jesus at all.<br />
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1) <b>Recenter your Christmas around Jesus.</b> Be creative. Use an advent calendar. I don't care how you do it. Just do it. <br />
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2) <b>Don't get caught up in an American Christmas.</b> I'm not saying that you have to throw away every Santa and Frosty the Snow Man that you own. I'm not. We're not supposed to hide in dark holes to escape our culture. Live in it, but don't let it own you. In our house, we don't play the Santa game. We teach our kids about the real St. Nicholaus and how he was a courageous man who loved Jesus and was a giver. We don't teach our kids that Santa is evil or that they needs to spill the beans to all of the other kids around them that Santa is a hoax. We simply just don't make it a big deal. We make Jesus, the God of the Universe, coming to the world as a baby a huge deal. Why? Because, He is.<br />
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3) <b>Simplify your Christmas. </b>How much? Simplify your schedules, your traditions, your giving, your life until Jesus is easily seen and celebrated. That will look different for every family.<br />
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4)<b> Give generously to someone in need. </b> Pray about it as a family. Use it as an opportunity to worship God for giving us Jesus. This may be to someone you know or someone you don't. It has meant different things to us different years. God will direct you to choose wisely.<br />
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The bottom line... <i>I don't believe in legalism.</i> <i><b>I don't think hiding from Christmas will teach your kids anything about it all. </b></i> I don't think you should only give your kids three gifts each to teach them how to be grateful. I don't think you have to run every time you see a Santa in the mall. I don't think you have to stroke out because you can't buy every person you know a Christmas gift. I don't think you have to plug your ears every time a secular Christmas song plays in Walmart. I don't think we need to burn Christmas trees. I happen to like Christmas trees very much and plan on driving around with our kids to look at Christmas lights like we do every year.<br />
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I do believe people need to see Jesus in our lives. I do believe how we celebrate Christmas can either show people that Jesus matters a lot to our family or that He really doesn't matter at all.<br />
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<span class="text Luke-2-1-Luke-2-5"><i><span class="chapternum" style="bottom: -0.1em; font-size: 1.25em; font-weight: bold; left: 0px; line-height: 0.8em; position: relative;">2 </span><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">1-5 </sup>About that time Caesar Augustus ordered a census to be taken throughout the Empire. This was the first census when Quirinius was governor of Syria. Everyone had to travel to his own ancestral hometown to be accounted for. So Joseph went from the Galilean town of Nazareth up to Bethlehem in Judah, David’s town, for the census. As a descendant of David, he had to go there. He went with Mary, his fiancée, who was pregnant.</i></span></div>
<span class="text Luke-2-6-Luke-2-7" id="en-MSG-10688"><i><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">6-7 </sup>While they were there, the time came for her to give birth. She gave birth to a son, her firstborn. She wrapped him in a blanket and laid him in a manger, because there was no room in the hostel.</i></span><br />
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<span class="text Luke-2-8-Luke-2-12" id="en-MSG-10689"><i>An Event for Everyone</i></span></h3>
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<span class="text Luke-2-8-Luke-2-12"><i><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">8-12 </sup>There were sheepherders camping in the neighborhood. They had set night watches over their sheep. Suddenly, God’s angel stood among them and God’s glory blazed around them. They were terrified. The angel said, “Don’t be afraid. I’m here to announce a great and joyful event that is meant for everybody, worldwide: A Savior has just been born in David’s town, a Savior who is Messiah and Master. This is what you’re to look for: a baby wrapped in a blanket and lying in a manger.”</i></span></div>
<span class="text Luke-2-13-Luke-2-14" id="en-MSG-10690"><i><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">13-14 </sup>At once the angel was joined by a huge angelic choir singing God’s praises:</i></span><br />
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<i><span class="text Luke-2-13-Luke-2-14" style="position: relative;">Glory to God in the heavenly heights,</span><br /><span class="text Luke-2-13-Luke-2-14" style="position: relative;">Peace to all men and women on earth who please him.</span></i></div>
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<span class="text Luke-2-15-Luke-2-18" id="en-MSG-10691"><i><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">15-18 </sup>As the angel choir withdrew into heaven, the sheepherders talked it over. “Let’s get over to Bethlehem as fast as we can and see for ourselves what God has revealed to us.” They left, running, and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby lying in the manger. Seeing was believing. They told everyone they met what the angels had said about this child. All who heard the sheepherders were impressed.</i></span></div>
<span class="text Luke-2-19-Luke-2-20" id="en-MSG-10692"><i><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">19-20 </sup>Mary kept all these things to herself, holding them dear, deep within herself. The sheepherders returned and let loose, glorifying and praising God for everything they had heard and seen. It turned out exactly the way they’d been told!</i></span></div>
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